Just when I think I understand what is going on, it changes! I have been crying myself to sleep for the last few days missing my boyfriend. We've talked off and on about it. Tonight he asked to talk again. It looks like we're going to try and work things out. Thank God! I've been a mess and not a hot mess either! I'm not giving the nitty gritty details on here. Basically, when someone has been through a divorce, relationships are harder. People have more fear and anxiety. It takes a long time to heal from a divorce. I've had a couple more years than he has. I think we're going to get through it together though. I really hope so. I was a sad little girl. There's a good chance I was the number one customer at the bar for a few days. I missed him so much. I missed his kiddos too. I don't like back and forth and I've been pretty harsh about other people that have those types of relationships, but I just can't quit. I'm not giving up on him. Guess that means I love him, huh.
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